I'm tired of life at this point. It's just the same thing over and over.. never anything different. Just.. wake up, go to school, go to art school, get home, do homework, go to karate, come home, eat dinner, watch tv, gotobed... over and over and over and over...
I just feel like I'm stuck in a rut... and it's not gonna change for a year and a half. I should clarify.. no, screw that. I'm just tired of looking in the mirror every night and wanting to scream,and I'm tired of nothing newhappening... sure, nothing goes wrong... but nothing goes -right- either. Everything just is andI'm tiredof it. I want -something- to happen. Anything would be better than this..
Oh, and as for other little obnoxious things?
The debate I tried to get in on; I've pointed out three times so far that I'm yet to hear of a doctor that allows you to get transitional surgery before 16. Nobody responded to anything else I said, either...
A girl came up to me yesterday and told me she referenced me... at art school when somebody was trying to get into the character of a girl dressed as a boy she told them to think of me. That's just an invasion of my privacy..
Lunc today: I was sitting at my table and had a conversation something like this:
B: "Blahblahblahblahblah girrrlllll
Me: I'm not a girrrlllll
B: Boyyyy... sort offf... girllll... somethingggg
Me: Annoyed silence.
And then he just looked at me as if he had done nothing wrong.
I'm fricking sick of this. Tomorrow I have asnow day,and I'm hella glad. I just.. ugh. Get me out of this fricking life.
OHNOWAIT. I left out the best part. My computer is dead. the only reason I'm on right now is that my mum is at some meeting or another. Tomorrow during the snow day I won't have a computer.. I know it's horrid to say,but... I don't even know.
Sorry for the angry rant.