cantbreathe's picture

I've had severely suicidal, mind-enveloping thoughts twice in the last week. After almost six months of not feeling that way.

I hate it. Hate this. Everything.


fox333's picture



A man is educated and turned out to work. But a woman is educated and turned out to grass.
Pearl S. Buck

Dracofangxxx's picture

*hug* you're not alone,

you're not alone, dear.

just take a deep breath. It'll be ok.
Sometimes I like to sit at night and stare at the lamppost because it's the brightest thing in my life...

Wolfcry's picture

you think suicidal, and I

you think suicidal, and I have homicidal... oh goody. my my my what a tangled web we weave.

Life is hard, but immortality is harder... Jasper Eversor Force

"Memories are nice, but thats all they are, you know?" - Rikku-FFX

"No matter how dark the night, morning always comes, and our journey begins anew." - Lulu-FFX

swimmerguy's picture

Some tips

One, look at all the good things in your life, instead of focusing on the bad. There are ALWAYS good things in your life.
Two, don't just sit and think. A lot of times, when you get sad, you just sit and think, which is usually not good. Get up and do something.
Three, don't get angry. Don't get angry over past things, or sad. It is the way the land lays, and no way you feel will change it. If it's unchangeable, don't agonize over it.
Four, get some happy music. Not country.

Feel better.

"Words are useless, especially sentences. They don't stand for anything. How can they explain how I feel?"~Madonna, Bedtime Story