Unappreciated, unwanted, uncared for.

Tophat's picture

How many people is it now? Huh.

I do my best to help you people. I give you my time, my eart, my body. And what do i get in return?

"Get over yourself."

Hah.

I don't ask for much in return... I only want some gratitude. I love people. I really do. But right now I don't like them.

Nobody gives a flying fuck what I do for them. I never get an ounce of appreciation for how much I hurt myself to help them. I get scorn, I get apathy.

Fuck this world. I'm disappearing into my own. It worked for me all those years before.

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Wolfcry's picture

Hey

. . . Not to be the bitch that you will probably hate for all your life, but I am blunt, and kinda gonna slap you in the face...

GET OVER YOURSELF AND GET OFF YOUR DAMN PITY POT! WE ARE FUCKING TEENAGERS(mostly anyway)! AND THAT MEANS WE LIVE IN OUR OWN WORLDS AND WALLOW IN OUR OWN SHIT ANYWAY, NO MATTER HOW NICE TO US YOU ARE! STOP BEING A MOPEY LITTLE BITCH AND GET OVER IT! GOD! Its shit like this that makes me question your rationality.

. . . I AM like Karen from Will & Grace.... Anywho...

GET THE FUCK OVER IT!!!!!!!!!!

Life is hard, but immortality is harder... Jasper Eversor Force

"Memories are nice, but thats all they are, you know?" - Rikku-FFX

"No matter how dark the night, morning always comes, and our journey begins anew." - Lulu-FFX

Tophat's picture

Hah!

1.} Okay, magic girl, rationality? POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK.

2.} Do you think this would EVER help someone who's angry? Take a step back and look at what you said. SHEER STUPIDITY could be the only cause for you thinking this would help anyone. What's you think I'd do, "Oh, you're right, I should just let go of all the fury I've stored up for nine years and move along." HAH! More thoughts on rationality?

This is the sort of shit makes me angrier. People are MORONS.

Miss Anthropy, Take me home! HAH.

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I love you.

Fiona Rosge's picture

ill listen

Not everybody is a moron, I try to help when i can. You can PM me if you want to unload...
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Come Josephine in my flying machine
Going up she goes up she goes
Balance yourself like a bird on a beam
In the air she goes there she goes
Up, up, a little bit higher
Oh, my, the moon is on fire
Good-by

Dracofangxxx's picture

You know I care about you

You know I care about you and you know I've been there for you.
You know I appreciate you. If you want to leave, and leave me behind, then sure.

Your choice.
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There isn't a sharp line dividing humans from the rest of the animal kingdom. It's a very wuzzie line...and it's getting wuzzier all the time. - Jane Goodall.

Just Dave's picture

Ditto

what Fiona Rosge said.

Well, I guess not about the moron part. I think all people are morons sometimes. I think this may be the reason people have acted ungrateful towards you; they're probably being stupid and self centered. They probably don't even realize how you've helped them.

My only advice would be to avoid them, which I think you might do anyway. I just figure as long as you are nothing but kind to them, they might realize how they're acting. I'll stop preaching now.

Good luck.

swimmerguy's picture

I disagree with Dave...

The reason you're mad at me could not be controlled. I always tried my best, and I really did love you. I'm sorry if I loved someone else more, but what was I supposed to do?
I understand everything you've done for me. I'm thankful for that.

The WORST thing you can do when you feel like you're being isolated is get angry. Please, restrain yourself. Anger will just isolate you more, which will make you angrier.

Frankly, don't get mad, see what you can do to fix it, instead of just telling people they're morons. That will help no one.

I frankly agree with Wolfcry, although he is far too harsh. But the ideas remain.

"Words are useless, especially sentences. They don't stand for anything. How can they explain how I feel?"~Madonna, Bedtime Story

Tophat's picture

Once more, I've gotta correct you.

Seriously, Chad, it's not all about you.

Yeah, sure, I'm angry at you, but it's you amongst dozens of other people. You're not the sole reason I'm so furious at humanity.

As for isolation, I've been isolating myself for most of my life; I see no reason to stop now.

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I love you.

Icarus's picture

well, when one uses

well, when one uses non-specific words to address people, if someone else is going through something, they tend to direct that aggression at them. can't get mad at them for not being psychic.

so for those of you falling in love
keep it kind, keep it good, keep it right
throw yourself in the midst of danger
and keep one eye open at night.
--"Elephants" Rachel Yamagata

Tophat's picture

I'm mad...

as he assumed.

theres a difference between not being psychic and assuming. Seriously. Besides, if I was writing it at him I'd have used his name. I'm nowhere near bashful about that. So fuck you, Icarus.

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I love you.