Well, i guess i should say hi to all of you...HI :D
haha, ok, now that i got that out of the way, i suppose i can say more random things on here. Yep. I just dont know what, haha, hm...
I've only been on this site for a little bit and i absolutely LOVE it :D (which is why i made this account thingy :P). i dont feel as alone anymore, which is great, and i can actually say what i feel about girls (and guys) without weirding people out as much ^_^ haha, if i had found out about this sooner, i wouldn't have been feeling like a freak or anything :/ eh, but i dont like feeling all sad. and i bet you, who ever is reading this, doesn't like it, too. thinking about how people could like you more, or how they could understand you a bit better, not be afraid or give you the cold shoulder because you're what you are, or just keeping everything inside because you know they don't understand the squigglyness of your mind because they're strait. but i guess this is why this site is here, to make us feel better by reading and relating to what others are going through because, well, honestly, who, close enough to you, is like you (gay/les/bi/trans) that can talk about how we feel and what we should do about it? well, some of you guys might have someone, but i dont, i dont have a les/bi friend that i can talk to in life about random little things that end up mattering a lot later on (like "that girl that just walked by, she's really cute" or "i wish i had a girlfriend, i wonder where i could meet a girl that'll like me in the same way"). haha, easier when it comes to a guy i like (which is rare) but eh, lately it's been girls i've been crushing on -_- anyways, i dont want to be all sad and depressive, expecially since this is my first journal entry D: im tempted to delete what i just said, but eh, sometimes what i end up not saying turns out to be something. haha, i dunno, random thought that just came to my mind of strangeness. well, i guess that's all i have to say for now. next time i'll write about something a tad bit more interesting.
so until laters people i've never met before but seem to relate to me in a way