I feel as if I'm stuck in a rut.
I'm ready to move forward - to explode into the future! Yet, I'm still held back by all these things that seem truly and utterly trivial to me. Why should I have to the SAT, the ACT and the SAT-II Subject Tests? They're not real life - I'm not going to have to fill in a fucking bubble as a doctor. Or as a sociology professor. Or as anything I want to be or do.
And why do I have to take these moronic AP courses? They're not teaching me anything valuable or new per se. Essentially, all I've been learning to do is to take a fucking test. How is that going to service me latter in life?
I'm ready for college. I'm ready for some menial job in college. I'm ready for a serious relationship. I'm ready for life! I don't want to deal with the tribulations of high school. I don't care who the fuck got knocked up, and I most certainly could care less about how he cheated on her with so and so and ended up getting mono. It's trivial and fucking annoying.
I just want high school to be over...