Sometimes, I'm happy for no reason. Or sad.
Probably a majority of the time, I view the world in a positive light. When I look at my life, I see good things, and hope.
Sometimes, and I look at the world in a negative light, sometimes for no reason at all. When I look at my life and the world in general, I don't see hope. I see all my inadequacies, and how sometimes you give your hardest, and you do everything you were supposed to, and things just get worse.
And sometimes, like right now, I view it as sort of a mix. I just watched one of the last episodes of 6 feet under, in which the, for all intents and purposes, the main character, Nate, as just died. This makes me incredibly sad to see all this pain in his family.
But, at the same time, I happen to be remembering a particularly good lunch I just had at The Cheesecake Factory with the whole swim team today. And that makes me happy.
So right now, I'm more PASSIONATE about the world than anything else. I have a lot of emotions right now, and they're not all good, nor all bad.
How do YOU feel about the world right now?