I wish someone would tell my grandma that she is not allowed to just randomly come to other peoples' houses, completely unnanounced. It's really rude... Also, she needs to stop calling me 329473 times a day. NO, I more than likely DO NOT WANT all those super-fattening foods. Stop asking! And stop randomly bringing them! I told her I didn't want any dinner, and she brought a TON anyway, plus a plate full of desserts! What the hell? I mean, I appreciate that she cooks, but fuck, who is seriously going to eat such colossal portions?
On a slightly-related note, everyone is pretty much treating my dad's girlfriend and her children like they're our family already, and it pisses me off. They're still strangers to me. I don't appreciate this. Surprisingly, Brat Sister isn't digging it, either. The younger child apparently irritates her a lot, and today she was made to go to her birthday party, when she didn't want to. Hmm, usually if Brat doesn't like something, it ceases immediately. Interesting.
Speaking of birthdays, today is my friend's. Wishing her a happy birthday over facebook was the only interaction we've had in soooo long, which makes me sad. :( But she thanked me, and she didn't do that to everyone, so I guess I feel special? :3
I'm surprised. The most popular guy in the grade isn't going to the formal. Hmm. Only lame people will be there, anyway. Lame people such as MY RIVAL, who's so mean because today she told me she knew a secret about me, but wouldn't say which one. I was so mad. Oh, my god. >:C
I'm kind of pissed because I actually look good today, but I don't have anywhere to go. I am trapped at home again. I really hate this. I cannot legally drive a car. (Hell, I don't even have my freaking permit yet, and I've been fifteen for a few months. That's my mother's fault now; she lost all the crap I need to bring to the test and hasn't been in any hurry to replace it.) I live in the middle of Backwoods, Dumbfuckistan. Everything is beyond walking distance. This severely isolates me from civilization.
In other news, the video for the song "Hey, Soul Sister" by Train makes me super happy. But the song makes me sad because it reminds me of a year ago, before everything became stupid and crappy and gross...
You see, I can be myself now finally
In fact, there's nothing I can't be
I want the world to see you be... with me ♥