Rightio then..

TotalGeek42's picture

So today we had a field trip. I was sitting on the bus talkign to people froma rt school. Somehow, somebody goes "Jeez, Skylar, you have tiny hands!"

I started getting all defensive like, then somebody goes "Haha, you have girl hands!" (Not meanly... just jokingly). I was just like "Meh, stop making fun of my tiny hands!" but... I dunno. Weird thing to be brought up.

Also, somebody asked me what my... stuff... was named. I just ignored him. Also weird. oO

Bioguys say weird things when they outnumber girls 3-1 and that girl is one they're really comfortable around. >>

In other news, I figured out how to say all of the sexualities except for straight in sign language today. ^^ Can't figure out why the sign for gay means gay though... most of them are obvious, but the only reason I could think of for the gay sign would be that when it was made up literally all gay men had soul patches.. xD

I also feel like I'm not enjoying stuff as much as I should... like I'm growing up too quickly. But it's hard to enjoy everything when every day you get home and look in the mirror and all you see is a huge bloody patch of -wrong-. Flehhhh.

I need to make my mum talk to my dad about the endo soon. the sooner we get on that, the more I can try to make the saying "youth is wasted on the young" untrue. >>

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ferrets's picture

wellllll

you could view the hand thing two ways
1. that it reminds you that you are incorrectly gendered, physically, or
2. that guys tease each other all the time for things about each other that appears girlish, so maybe you were being treated like if a guy had hands that small.

furthormorw, that would be epic if you could start the T. :D

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BBNiNi's picture

haha

interesting sign for gay, isnt it? and other things...hm, if you ever figure out how to sign "strait" be sure to tell me :P

Riku's picture

Girls say weird things when

Girls say weird things when there's only one guy and they're comfortable around him too. Trust me, I would know. 0w0

It's so awkward when people start taking (or try to start talking) to me about sex or my junk or something. (Especially when they don't know.) Hell, even name origin discussions are awkward because, most people don't pick their own name. :P

And having small hands isn't a big deal. I mean, I'm 5'3" on a good day, but I don't really care anymore. I do have largeish hands for someone my size, but I'm shorter than the average female. :P I graduate in three months and people still mistake me for a sophomore.

And man do I know what you mean about growing up too fast. They should have a special time-stopping-machine for trans people so we can get the transitioning over with and then get on with our lives.

TotalGeek42's picture

Yeah, probably. But I can't

Yeah, probably. But I can't think of anythign specific..

I've never ahd a name origin conversation, aside from with trans people. >>

And I know. It was just weird. I know it's a lot of passing as a guy and I shouldn't be worried about it, but it's still like "Aaaha... yeah, yeah I do. >>"

I knowwww, right? Grg, it's not fair... I wanna have my teenage years properly, but it's hard to do that when you can't be happy with yourself.. oO

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