i got into trouble the other day cause i forgot/didnt know i was supposed to do the dishes every night. So on saturday morning gabriel came into my room and told me i couldnt use the phone until the kitchen was clean ( i was on the phone at the time) and i was like "shit..." and then five mintues later he comes back in and tells me i cant use the phone at all that day. so im like "goddamn it". so im all mopey cause i couldnt call her back and tell her, and i fall asleep for half an hour (cause as you might know, i do that when im sad). and then i get up cause i have to do the dishes and stuff, and i walk into the kitchen and mom's doing them and shes pissed off. i mean like PISSED off. and she tells me that i'd "rather be on the phone all day instead of actually doing something". then she said i couldnt use the phone for a week. a WEEK. my life revolves around christina, i know i shouldnt get so attached to someone because if something were to ever happen, i dont know what id do...but its hard not to with her. so nothing bad better happen to her/ between us. :P. i feel like shit. i like need her. just to feel happy and not depressed. but anyways, ive been crying at night since saturday. so thats been pretty horrible. but yesterday/today mom told me that Gabriel is mad at me cause i havent brought up the subject. well of course i havent, i was waiting for mom to tell me when i could use the phone. i was mad at the wrong goddamn person D:. so tomorrow im gonna ask him when i can use the phone.