I took an online OCD test today.
0-7=probably not OCD
My score: 21.
If I do have OCD, I doubt it's bad. But, I have been wondering about it for a while, usually just casually thinking about it.
Well, anyway, it's definitely not a definitive diagnosis.
Well, if I do, then at least I'll be a little more interesting.
I'm generally not a cleanliness person. I'm actually one of the most sloppy people you'll meet. I have HORRID handwriting, and generally, bad organization is a FAR worse problem than compulsive organization.
My room is not neat either. I get messes.
However, I do do some things obsessively.
I obsessively check swim times.
Again and again. I've probably looked at PNS champs, Sectionals, Zones, and Junior Nationals for a couple of hours all together.
The times won't change, of course, and I basically know what all of them are, but I just like to look at them.
When I brush my teeth, I pace the bathroom, making sure I only step on the white tiles.
I, of course, swim obsessively. I think that every practice I miss is the one that will make me miss Sectionals, or Zones, or even Champs.
That's why I swim a few hours a day.
I, also, maybe don't eat as much as I should with how much I swim. I know I should, and that it's actually better for me to eat more food, as long as it's healthy, but still....
Well, I would hate to think of my passion for swimming as just a symptom of some mental disorder.
Jeez that would suck.