It's been a short time knowing you, in reality. But it feels so long. The cruelty. What is it born out of?
Is it possible that, just maybe, I can give this up?
I am so sick of feeling ANYTHING. I don't want to be happy. I don't want to be sad. I don't want to be in love.
I just want REST.
We have to pick a song for LA and talk about the lyrics. I hate stuff like this, because I have such a varied musical interest that it makes it VERY hard to choose. I figure I'm gonna go with a Beatles song.
Cuz that's real cliche and awesome.
I'm so embarrassed that maybe I'll get like, critisized though :C
Oh yes. I'm addicted to Lady GaGa and might go see her in concert P:
Cherrycherrycherrycherry BOOM BOOM XD
Hmm, I'm gonna go make some epic dinner so I can feel better. I don't feel well today. I feel angry. Very angry. I want to try out to be Drum Major for our marching band, and Jonah will hate it. But I'm gonna try anyways. I'm determined. I also got my pills today. It's cool. But scary. I feel like I shouldn't be taking it, like it's taboo or something...
Anyways. I hate school and all the homework. So I'm off to do that. At least we have poetry unit now...