In which my mother decides to torture me.

Super Duck's picture

Man, I hate it when my mom decrees a beautiful day to be cleaning day. The exterminator guy just came and sprayed the yard for wasps, too! I should be out right now trying to fix my pasty whiteness, but noooo. I hate you, Mr. Vaccuum Cleaner. >:C

My mom just announced that it's almost 100% set in stone that we are going to the beach in June, and I started freaking out. There will probably be hot girls there, and I think I'm fat. It's a tragedy! Whatever shall I do? D:

I looked at myself in the mirror this morning and decided I was actually only a little bit fat, but I definitely don't want to go to the beach looking like this. I feel so gross. I'm 5'3" and about 130-135 pounds. You have no idea how disgusting I felt just typing that. I haven't really grown since I was about 13, so I'm probably done with that.

I do intend to lose a few pounds before June, but I'm really stressing about the kinds of things I should wear. :S I hate my thighs. That's actually the main thing that bugs me. A couple of years ago, I lost 30 pounds because I was really fat, and I intended to keep going until I weighed 120 pounds, but my mom was jealous of my progress and ordered me to stop. I really wish I had just ignored her. Anyway, I lost all that weight, and somehow it barely managed to change my thighs at all. D: But if I lose weight from anywhere, I want it to be from there, and I don't know how to achieve this.

No one ever calls me fat except for the people who call me every other name in the book. (Ironically, one of them has a HUUUUGE ass.) So it's not like everyone tells me I'm huge and disgusting.

On a lighter note, my friend just told the internet that she only likes lesbian porn. This made my entire week, and it's only Sunday. I really, really, really need to get back in touch with her... It's too bad she got grounded AGAIN. :'(


ferrets's picture

i hate my thiighs to :/

i think they hate me...

"...I find it kinda funny,I find it kinda sad, that the dreams where i am dieing are the best I've ever had..." -gary jules

Super Duck's picture

I know for a fact that my

I know for a fact that my thighs hate me. D:

holahaveamuffin18's picture

... i feel suuper fat

i feel suuper fat reading this :P
i'm, like, 160? now. god.
i hated typing that.
buuut i'm also supposed to be on weight watchers.
i hated typing that even more.

there was a girl at the meeting i was forced to go to, and she looked like one of your swedish hotties. she stood up and said, "i've reached my goal. i lost 90lbs."
my jaw dropped. she was soooo hooootttt...

i'm going to the beach in July, too. there's gonna be looadds of cute girls there. and i'm going to be wearing tank tops and boardshorts, cuz i'm ohsogay. and ohsochubby.

Super Duck's picture

Well, I'm really short, so

Well, I'm really short, so you're more than likely taller than me. In that case, it would balance out.


I have no idea what I'm going to wear to the beach. I am currently freaking out about it, and my mom said not to even think about it until closer to time. Ughhh. I don't think she realizes how much it stresses me out.

Lehcure's picture

allriight, first off, I'm

allriight, first off, I'm sure you're beautiful.
buuut, with the thigh things..
I have relevant experience!
so this is what happened.. when I started to work out, I got lean muscle tone easily.. and this was showing on my stomach and arms and calves..
everywhere BUT my thighs and butt, of course.
I found what worked though, all I did was limit my dairy, and I noticed I could control and tone those parts easier.
so you might try that?
oh, and leg lifts.. those are magnificent ;D
just lay on your back and hold your legs straight slightly off the ground. hold em there for a while
^^ I have to do those to work my abs because I can't bend my spine.
anyway, Hope I helped at least a little..

Super Duck's picture

Yes, you helped a lot!

Yes, you helped a lot! That's interesting, about the dairy thing. I'll definitely have to do that. And thanks for your advice!

Lehcure's picture

Anytime :)

Anytime :)

lamb_da's picture

i'm not proud about saying this

but i can top all of you.
i'm about 5'3"-5'4" about 175-180 somthing.
i haven't weighed myself in a while.
i hate it and i'm gonna do something about
this obviously. i'm pretty lucky to have friends
that are really trying to motivate me and help out
and stuff....but main thing is to eat healthy
and cut back on portions and have hard work outs.
i'm probably going to join cross country over summer.
so good luck to the rest of your with bodily problems.

Hi, I'm a reading Rainbow! :)

jacjessen90's picture

ok...the topper...

i'm 5' 10'' and weigh *drum roll please* 334#
now who's fat?!?
*bursts into tears.....*
"to live a day alone, only THAT would be torture! An hour without you, only THAT would be death!" ~gomez addams