ive figured it out. letting go is definitely the plan. i have to turn myself back into the person i was last year. maybe not completely (not that im gonna let you guys know XD) but mostly. relationships are now considered a no-no, although there might be one about to blossom, i wont let it. hit it and quit it? possibly. i dont know though, im not really one to go and do some girl and then just be whatever. it might happen though. although i am angry, and im gonna avoid stuff, i feel as if what alex and becky told me is starting to actually sink in. i dont feel as bad as i did yesterday. talking to becky this morning helped alot. haha. :). i guess i do feel a little better. i mean, not completely, but better.