some clarity

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I have been thinking about how much I would really like a girlfriend again these last few weeks. I think about it as I get into bed at night, that it would be nice to be crawling in beside someone again, or just having someone to send a text to, to say nighty night. The thing is, I am not even sure who I want that someone to be at the moment.

I am not quite sure when it happened, but I have realised for the most part I think I am over Michelle. I was kind of confused about my feelings for a while for her. But I think I have some clarity on it in my own head. I loved her. I think I will therefore always hold her in that regard, but I also know we are not compatible. We aren't the whole package of what each other wants, if that makes sense?