I'm so depressing recently.
It's disgusting. I hate it.
I want to live goddamn it.
I can't live with this.
I have my limits you know? I think I've reached that limit. I'm starting to slip and I can feel it and it's scary. I don't want to hurt myself but it's comforting to think that it would be okay if I did, which is scary.
And everyone has been noticing how upset I've been recently and I hate that because I'm always talking about being happy and how much happiness there is in life. And usually, I only breakdown for a little bit when I do. Like a day or so tops. But it's been like, the better part of a week.
And I feel like I'm slipping.
Sorry for being depressing. I'll go away now.