Why

Dracofangxxx's picture

Why
Why
We ask, we answer, we think
Why
Why
Does this happen to us?
Why
Why
Am I so incomplete?

I don't know what's wrong with me lately. I hope school wil fix it. I feel happy, but so suicidal or self-injur-y inside. It's weird. I don't get it. I don't understand.

Maybe I just need more sleep... I think... the amount of sleep really is a great contributing factor on how I act. I think the lack of sleep (About from midnight to five thirty or six AM) mode that I'm on for school is perfect for my mood, but not for my body. I get really tired during the day. I WANT to sleep more (Twelve hours or more) and if left without an alarm, I will. Like today. But then I have a headache and am cranky. Which isn't good.

I am going to open up at school. See what happens when people see my crazier, more random side. I dunno. It'll be interesting. I'm gonna try, at least.

I love you. You reading this right now. I love you <3

Anybody have any advice on how to tell if a girl is bisexual? O.o

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Tophat's picture

Hun...

I know we're not such a great set, personality wise, but I hope that you'll talk to me if this feeling continues. I worry about you.

As for the bisexual girl.... No way at all, honestly. If there were, life'd be a shitload easier.

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I love you.

Dracofangxxx's picture

There's a thing called

There's a thing called "Caution". I tend to take it when it comes to talking with you. I really, really don't want to argue with you anymore. I'm too scared.

Damn, I know what you mean >.<;;
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You're twisted and perverted. I like that in a person.

holahaveamuffin18's picture

other than asking her, you

other than asking her, you mean?
^.^
... it was funny to me.
uhh.. there are like, "tricks," but i don't know them.

usually, if i'm out to a person and i think they're queer, i'll slip stuff into conversation. like, with my one friend-girl(i don't wanna say girlfriend, cuz that's not what we are), i'd say, "hey, she's cute" and see if she agreed or disagreed. and one day she just came out to me as bi.

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had to add this:
http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20071103195029AAKmrvh
i love the answer.

Dracofangxxx's picture

Haha, I think you're funny.

Haha, I think you're funny. And that yahoo thing was HILARIOUS XD

Huh, true, she knows I'm Bi, so I could try that :) Thanks!
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You're twisted and perverted. I like that in a person.

Israfel's picture

Aw

Honey, I know how you feel with the happy but suicidal at the same time thing. It sucks. *hugs*
But try not to self harm - there are more fun things out there than that, like sex xD

My lame jokes are lame. Oh well.

And for telling if a girl's bi? The one and only way I ever found out someone was bi was with a, "your pretty, can I touch your boobs?"
Luckily, she had a sense of humour, so I didn't get lynched. Wouldn't advise it as a tried and true tactic though.

-- You like my helm? It's +5 sexterity. Like dexterity, but with 'sex' on the front... yeah...

Dracofangxxx's picture

Hahaha, but I can't get sex!

Hahaha, but I can't get sex! I'm lonely, remember? XD
Hey, your jokes are perfectly hilarious ;)

I would do that, but she's sorta... Uhh, yeah. You probably know what I mean. Just would freak out, methinks. I could be wrong though! She surprises me alot.
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You're twisted and perverted. I like that in a person.

Israfel's picture

Aww, loneliness, she sure is

Aww, loneliness, she sure is a bitch. Because sex is good. Mmm, could go for some of that now xD
And wewt, my jokes are hilarious :3

Ahh, freaking out is not good - but surprising in. Sounds like you should do it. Mhmm. It's like going for the MYSTERY BOX xD

-- You like my helm? It's +5 sexterity. Like dexterity, but with 'sex' on the front... yeah...

Dracofangxxx's picture

Haha, I could go for some of

Haha, I could go for some of that right now too XD

MYSTERY BOX!
Ahh like Family Guy? Hahahaha. Except I'd rather say that she's the boat- That way I'd get to ride on her ;D
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You're twisted and perverted. I like that in a person.

Israfel's picture

Heh, I'm pretty sure most

Heh, I'm pretty sure most people on Oasis could go for it xD

Haha, true... I did use mystery box as a double entendre but maybe box is more of a NZ/Australian slang term for certain parts of the female anatomy xD
Not that I ever like to use "box" in reference to it. It sounds rather unpleasant that way. Oh well.

But, still, I'll sure you'd have a lot of fun riding that boat ;P

-- You like my helm? It's +5 sexterity. Like dexterity, but with 'sex' on the front... yeah...

swimmerguy's picture

Are you talking about C?

She doesn't strike me as being too freaky-outy.
But then, I don't really know her.
Does she know you're bi?
If she doesn't, tell her.
Then, discuss bi or gay related things, and see if she opens up to you.

And, why would sleeping longer give you a headache? It seems like the opposite should happen.

Hai-kus are ea-sy
But some-times they don't make sense
Re-fridge-er-a-tor

Dracofangxxx's picture

Well I'm not sure if she'd

Well I'm not sure if she'd get offended... One thing I noticed is that she said she liked Jon... Which I could see as being a cover for being a lesbian or something XD Might just be my hopefullness. Ya know? She likes the guy who gives her a ton of attention but never does anything about it... And yeah, she knows I'm bi. Uh, Georgie-pie told her that I was and when I got all embarrassed she kept saying "No, no Shelby, it's ok! Really!" So I got all hopefull again XD

And I don't know :c I hate getting up early, too! I am NOT a morning person. But it makes me feel better during the day, which is weird... Oh, but staying up all night does NOT help. I noticed around 3:00 AM on the way back from Montana that I started getting a headache. It felt weird. Sort of similar to my brain being "Sore". It's hard to describe...
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You're twisted and perverted. I like that in a person.

Super Duck's picture

Hmm, nope, no advice. D: If

Hmm, nope, no advice. D: If anyone does figure out how to tell if a girl is bisexual, please, please let me in on the secret... The only way I could think of would be to outright ask her, but you probably don't want to do that.

And I know what you mean about the over-sleeping thing... I get so dlsfsjdaf when I sleep too much. I couldn't think of a word to accurately describe how I feel, but I'm sure you get what I mean!

Dracofangxxx's picture

Damn, that'd be so nice

Damn, that'd be so nice wouldn't it? We need to figure this out ASAP. I don't think I'll ask her. I'll try to be all sneaky-freaky ;D

Finally! Someone who understands D: It's hard to describe, I know, but it just makes you so cranky XD It's especially bad on your period e.o
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You're twisted and perverted. I like that in a person.

stardust's picture

I wanna

know too! I have a below average working gaydar, and it only seems to work on obviously gay guys. But girls? I got nothing, much less bisexual girls. We need code phrases to exchange with them and figure it out.

stardust's picture

I understand

the sleep thing. I have a horrible sleep schedule.

And about the happy but suicidal like and self-injury on the inside? Well I get that too. Not usually when I'm happy, because I'm mostly just contentish as opposed to happy most of the time. But I have the strange dual feelings you're describing. Just keep aware of yourself and if you get to feeling really bad or low, message me or somebody on Oasis. If anyone get's it, somebody here does.

Dracofangxxx's picture

Aww... Thank you so much.

Aww... Thank you so much. It's really good to see that you care ^^ And it is quite a strange feeling, isn't it? O.o
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You're twisted and perverted. I like that in a person.