That someone's entire life can be completely messed up by an illness. It completely frustrates me that my brother never got to live his proper life because he was "given"/developed/whatever schizophrenia. What child deserves that?!?!?! At thirteen his whole life changed because of this mental illness. It isn't fair. Because of it he was ripped away from his family so doctors could figure out what was wrong with him. And in the process, because of the way the illness changed him, he was robbed of his teen years that should have been spent at home with his family.
I fucking hate mental illnesses. I don't understand why they need to exist. It robbed him of the life he should have had. Then he died an early death that might not have happened if he was never given that illness to begin with.
It just infuriates me that a 13 year old boy is just changed forever just because of it. Who the hell knows what he was going through, as he never opened to any of us.
I always wonder what really happened. What triggered it. They even say now that it is rare that people develop it so young. Men usually don't develop it until 18 and into their 20s. Women in their late 20s to 30s. Why did he have to get it at all, let alone so young?
Fucking life I hate you! And hate you too God, if you exist. To let people suffer the way you do...