a boy, the boy, some boy

Uncertain's picture

there's this older guy who i like
he's 22
maybe a bit more than just 'like'

like i actually want him more than the rest
i care a bit about him
i picture myself with him. and not in bed

we insult each other. sometimes he tried to be a sarcastic prick. maybe because i'm one. good. at least he's not some pathetic puppy-like why-don't-you-love-me guy. he's smart and assertive. he's different than the rest.

it's a bit harder to read him. he thinks i'm a player. then he started saying how he's a hopeless romantic. i can't tell whether the insults were because he's upset that i'm a 'player'

i told him i'm not a player. you can't be a player if you're young. and i'm hardly one. i have standards. in fact way too high. and i just like to be in cntrol.

but i really want to get to know him better.
love. maybe. eventually


elph's picture

I'd Like To Say Something Encouraging...

...but my neck is still recovering from the last attempt at gentle decapitation :)