Anxiety.

carmen143's picture

Lots of things have been frustrating me lately.

Mostly school. All of my finals are this week and next week. Needless to say, all that studying is wearing me out.

I had my Algebra 2 final (part 1) today. Most of it wasn't what I had studied. Hardly at all... It sucked is what I'm trying to say.

Then after school, I had my piano audition. I'm not actually auditioning for anything, but I play a few songs for a judge and I get graded on them.

I didn't do so well. I had to start over my first song, I had lots of mistakes, and my confidence was absolutely shot by the end.

Also next week is my audition for my high school band. I have to play a really hard song to be a part of the drum line next year... I only have the chance to audition until school is out, then I can't.

Everything is piling on and I kinda feel trapped. I just want all of this crap to be over already! I'm getting super anxious and it's a major downer...

I would like to put some positive things up here but... I don't really have anything positive to say.

I wish I did.

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loreonpravus's picture

I haaate it when you study

I haaate it when you study for a test, then you sit down to write it and you realize you've studied all the wrong stuff.

fox333's picture

*HUG* A doubtful friend is

*HUG*

A doubtful friend is worse than a certain enemy. Let a man be one thing or the other, and we then know how to meet him.
Aesop