I wish that I had never added this girl on Facebook. Or, I mean, let her know I have Facebook. This girl from school. I don't trust her, and I knew it was a bad idea, but I gave her my email a month ago. She does drugs(Marijuana, at least) and said used to be a dealer; apparently that's how she met her boyfriend. But I said "Yes" when she asked me if I had FB, because it was just my reaction.
Now, it's like she's mad at me because I haven't been at school and I passed when she invited me to her house the other week. This was after she found out my brother had passed.
I just really don't trust her. She fainted in class one time, before I met her. I thought, at the time, that it might have something to do with drugs. I don't if it was because of drugs or not, but that was my assumption based on what she looks like.
We were just chatting on FB and she brought up the school thing and I said that I planned on being there last week, but that "stuff happens". Then things get a little weird with a comment she makes. Then...later I ask how things are going for her in school and she tells me how few hours she's been going in for and then she repeats what I had said earlier that : "stuff happens."
She seems like she's pissed off at me for some reason. Then, I ask her how things are going and she signs off. I've regretted adding her from the very beginning, because my instincts from the first time I met her were saying that "this isn't a person you want to know, this is a person you want to know anything about you. STAY AWAY!!!" And what did I do? I let it slip and I gave her my Facebook.
I can't wait to go back to school on Monday and see how she is with me. I'm also a Teensy bit worried that she's made the connections and knows that I'm gay, based on my profile, and I'm afraid of how she's going to react to that. Personally, I'm afraid I'll get jumped or something.
She's also a really big back talker. You know? Anytime I'm around her she's talking about someone and how they annoy her or just saying something negative about them. Another reason I wanted to avoid her. She's most likely talking behind my back to other people. Ahhh...I just wish that I had finished school months ago like I should have, then none of this would have happened.