I'm, Like, Totally Tripping On Love... Dude....

lordmomofenixed's picture

Last night, around 10:00, was the happiest moment I have had in an eternity. It started out with my brother not falling asleep and my mom not leaving to drive her boyfriend to work. It appeared that I would not be able to call my angel and I was going to cry my eyes out until there was blood. But then she left and Matthew fell asleep. I grabbed my cell phone, (of which no longer has any use except to store phone numbers), and I crept out into the living room.

I spied the home phone, perched on a shelf next to unimportant objects like a gateway to something I had not yet determined. I grabbed it and dialed the designated number I had been given several days before. I prayed that the Angel would pick it up. On the first few rings, he didn’t and i had to leave an awkward message. Then I realized he had called me back, so I pressed redial and tried again.

Life, for me, was over and heaven had begun when I heard his voice. Sweet, charming was the voice as he spoke to me. I had a limited time to speak with this angel, ma would be back soon. But, I loved that tender moment I got to spend with him. LOVED IT. I felt all awkward and stuff, but it felt good. We laughed, and he told me a joke. I smiled the whole time. The last person who made me feel like this, took my heart, chewed it up, swallowed it, spit it up, and trampled it several times. THAT'S a different story. THIS was the perfect remedy for my soul.

The headlights of my silver Dodge caravan flashed in the window and I knew it was time to go. We said our "love you"s, but I wish that it wasn’t so rushed. Then, I hung up and rushed back to my room, quickly climbing into the shelter of my cool bed. Ma came in to check on us, unaware of the secret fun I just had. That made me feel just a bit guilty, having to keep yet another secret from her. But, I get to have a bit of heaven from time to time, right? I thanked God, something that I rarely do these days, for giving me the chance to have that bit of heaven. I just felt so alive, I barely got to sleep. It wasn't my insomnia that time, but something on a whole new spectrum. An Angel's voice; it kept me awake for several hours. So, I made a playlist on my IPod that featured only love songs that were jovial. Sooner or later, I fell asleep.

I'm going to try to get another piece of heaven tonight. TE AMO.


elph's picture


I'm hoping that you'll be able to share yet many more moments of ecstasy!