Monday

swimmerguy's picture

Monday.
EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING on Monday.
Everything was fine on Monday.
Everything was fine, and getting even better.
Then in comes life.

I can't sleep any more.
And then, the girl that I mentioned, that liked me? She asked me what I thought, again, on Tuesday. I said "Yeah, I do like you (as a friend, of course)" if only that last part could have gotten out. She squealed, and ran away. And, despite the fact that she never asked me out, apparently she made an executive decision we were, and told everyone we are. And that I asked her out.
So, if I break up with her, I look like a douche.
If I don't, then I truly am a douche...

Then comes the MSP, like in some of those pictures "Can you see the Indians?" and the scene looks normal at first, then you see that what you first thought was a cactus was an Indian in the shadow, and there's another in the rock. And you can never quite see them, then one sneaks up behind with a scalping knife and a tomohawk. That's what the MSP did. I didn't see it coming, and I am woefully unprepared. It's been stressing me out.

Finally, today, I couldn't sleep. I spent all of yesterday with a headache, and today, it was worse. SEARING, all day long. Like a little man with a hammer inside my head. All of this made me so emotionally unstable... During volleyball this morning, I just wanted to cry so badly. If I got a blow to the head, or a mean comment, I KNOW I would have cried this morning. But I didn't.
Wow. Life is so smart. It gets me to breaking point, but it never goes quite past. Kudos to you.

I'm not really depressed, I'm more just stressed and exasperated and I just want to SCREAM IN ANGST! I'm very energetic right now........ I just need something crazy to do......;l..;l
I guess this weekend will be cool, because we'dll have a full 3 day swim meet, and I'll get the whole weekend witht he swim team, whom I all kove very much......... HUUAUAUAUAAAHHH, I'm just about toi explode right now!!!!!! la;lsdkfja'spdkfja'lwkej'

Comments

Dracofangxxx's picture

O__O

Chaddy boy, you should miss some school.

You... Aren't doing so well :( *hug*
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You're twisted and perverted. I like that in a person.

jeff's picture

Jeez...

How many damn times do you have to come out in that school?

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"Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are." - Kurt Cobain

elph's picture

You see...

...up to now it's all been verbal assertions, rumor, and maybe a bit of innuendo!

Believe me, I'm confident that Chad is silently working towards the objective evidence that will cinch the issue.

Give him time! He's quite particular :)

elph's picture

MSP?

Many possibilities suggested by Wikipedia... but nothing seemed to fit!

Anyhow... I'll do my best to forget all except for your weekend's fun and swimming.

Make it come true!

Dracofangxxx's picture

Middle School Prep. I think

Middle School Prep. I think P:
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You're twisted and perverted. I like that in a person.

HannahPajama's picture

Measurement of Student

Measurement of Student Progress :D

elph's picture

Thanks...

I wonder if Chad thought all would understand?

Is this a formal, scheduled examination set by the school? Or is it an external exam?

swimmerguy's picture

Mmmmmmm...

I don't really know why I didn't explain. Maybe it was so I could know and all you people couldn't >:)

Yes, tis the Measurement of Student Progress, and it is the new state standardized test that replaced the previous Washington Assessment of Student Learning (WASL). Basically, you go into a room 3 hours a day for 4 days, and fill out this little booklet they give you, filling in the little bubbles and writing responses, for the subjects of (for us) Reading, Math, and Science, although some other grades have to take writing.

No one escapes from life alive

elph's picture

Great...

...so there's no concern :)

btw... MSP: an abbreviation or an acronym?

jacjessen90's picture

that would be an....

abreveation, an acronim is an abreveation but an abbreveation is not nessessaraly an acronim. an acronim is one that you can say like a word. (radar,laser,mcat, etc.)
"to live a day alone, only THAT would be torture! An hour without you, only THAT would be death!" ~gomez addams

elph's picture

Yep...

I was hoping that I might inspire others to look up this bit of trivia!

Nanook's picture

You need to be straight up

You need to be straight up with the girl kiddo. I know it's hard to be seemingly mean, however, she deserves the truth, regardless of how it affects her. Tell her that you don't like her, that you like guys, and that you think she's a good friend. Don't preface things with a positive, because it'll just get people's hopes up.

It's sort of like taking shots (sorry if you don't like the alcohol reference). You take the chaser - the sweet stuff - after, to chase the unpleasant stuff. It would make no sense to take the chaser first, and then have the gross stuff.

jacjessen90's picture

i like the referance.....

it makes so much sence..... however i take the chaser before and after....
"to live a day alone, only THAT would be torture! An hour without you, only THAT would be death!" ~gomez addams