"My Suicide"

Dracofangxxx's picture

"Suicide is a form of murder- Premeditated murder. It isn't something you do the first time you think of doing it. It takes getting used to. And you need the means, the opportunity, the motive. A successful suicide demands good organization and a cool head, both of which are usually incompatible with the suicidal state of mind."

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"Actually, the only part of myself I wanted to kill was the part that wanted to kill herself, that dragged me into the suicide debate and made every window, kitchen implement, and subway station a rehearsal for tragedy.
I didn't figure this out, though, until I swallowed the fifty aspirin."

"As I walked the five blocks to the A & P I was gripped by humiliation and regret. I'd made a mistake and I was going to die because of it. Perhaps I even deserved to die because of it. I began to cry because of my death. For a moment, I felt compassion for myself and all the unhappiness I contained. Then things started to blur and whiz."

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I love this book. Seriously.

Maybe I'll upload more later. I really like the quotes I can pull out of this book...

Anyways, I'm very lazy and very overworked. Got lots of schoolwork I need to get on top of. Sorry for the people I'm kind of ignoring, I'll try to get on top of things soon...

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Merric's picture

Is this from Girl, Interrupted?

Awesome book.

Dracofangxxx's picture

Ho yes

Freakin' AWESOME book :D
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You're twisted and perverted. I like that in a person.

holahaveamuffin18's picture

(: awesome movie. i have to

(: awesome movie. i have to get the book still.
my favorite movie quote has to be :
"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. "
or
"How am I supposed to recover when I don't even understand my disease?"