Well... Life yknow

Musicalchef's picture

Alright so I don't believe in intros so I'll jump right in with a brief Hello!

I'm watching Chuck now, though being an angsty person I'm obviously not thinking about it. Well... it's been nine months almost since I sort of fell for this girl. So I'm wondering why its so impossible to get over her... don't get me wrong I don't care about the whole discovering my sexuality thing.. its just irritating to see her make out with her girlfriend everyday at lunch and keep a smile on my face. It's just so despairing to know that she might never see me the way I do her.. and of course the whole issue that that is mostly my bad since it's not like I'm "out" or anything. I just don't know how to be like that with everything that I'm already expected to do... Guhh I need to meet someone else. So enough of my angsting... G'night!

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jeff's picture

Welcome...

to Oasis.

Does this girl have any clue about you or that you're interested? If no one knows and you're in the closet, that will probably hamper you getting over her, since, well... what else do you have?

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"Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are." - Kurt Cobain

Musicalchef's picture

Thats true, i suppose I'm

Thats true, i suppose I'm being hesitant because she's already in a relationship. To tell the truth I'm not quite sure how to go about this... I mean I'm out to all my close friends and they know so i'm not exactly on my own.