Here it is... I am new to Oasis. I read a few journals and realized, that this may be the place to be to help and guidance.
Hello, I am a 27 year old single mother of a 2 year old daughter. I have always been attracted to women, sometimes more than men. I fanticize, dream, and yearn for women more than I do men. However, I have been with many men in the past years, but I still yet have to feel 100% comfortable or satisfaction. I have never been with a woman, but yearn the company of a women over that of a man. Since I was very young I noticed I had an attraction to girls even before that of boys.
I am more than attracted to one girl in particular right now. She is funny, fun to be around, smart, charming, and so much more. She has a wonderful personality and is someone I could actually see myself dating. However, this is the first time I've had a full blown crush on a female, or at least wasn't in denial about.
Please help me. What should I do? Are these feelings real or just me wanting to fulfill a fantacy? I am so confused!