I need a miracle right now.
I trusted my dad to get the money together, and he didn't. I'm scheduled to get surgery on the tenth but it's most likely not happening.
I just tore down the paper chain I made to count down. Threw it out.
...It's supposed to be sixteen days from now.
I put my faith into him against what I felt I should do and he let me down.
He says the longest it'll be is six months, but he can't say that. He's said shit like that a million times to make me feel better. It doesn't happen.
...I don't blame him for anything, he's trying his best.
...But I need this surgery.