Well sometime last week I had been meaning to write an entry because i had tonnes to write about.
I seem to have forgotten a whole lot but I'll write stuff anyway.
I have been in my school holidays and haven't done much. I usually work in a cafe About 2 hours drive away (phillip island, I thas some form of car racing track so some of you may recognose it)
But anyway I didn't get much work at all since it has been rainy and horrible and none of our beloved tourists have come out of hiding.
I know I had tonnes of fun doing something, but I've forgotten what that was.
The words "Horrid Stuff" in my title probably were a bit of an overstatement but it was kinda bad haha.
I had had my ex boyfriend over for some reason. And just on a whim I had decided that I wanted to try full sex for the first time (bad idea in the first place considering he was my ex I know X_x)
But It was a total failure, he couldn't get inside me! (I dont know where anything went wrong because I was totally relaxed)
And then I couldnt even please him by other means cuz he wasn't quite getting into it.
I kinda get the feeling that he isn't actually bi but and was just experimenting with me though X_x (considering I had short hair for once and looked A lot more masculine, nor was I wearing kitty ears, he has funny tastes haha)
Though I do feel kinda relieved that we didn't go through with it; I would have felt really dirty.
I can still keep my goal of losing my virginity to someone very special though which is good =^_^=
On an even lighter note, I get to see an old friend from my last school that is ages away fomr here on tuesday! yay!