i don't understand

lonewolf678's picture

these past few days have been very questionable. it seems as though it's some sort of dream. it's reality but my brain just isn't processing, sort of like if you're using MS-DOS and you type a bad command line. if only there was some kind of pill or something to make me think everything was okay, or ok.

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ferrets's picture

hmmmm

you must be in a tough position. im adopted too, but my perants have let me know since...forever. i cant imagine just randomly finding out

"...I find it kinda funny,I find it kinda sad, that the dreams where i am dieing are the best I've ever had..." -gary jules

lonewolf678's picture

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as if being 17, having depression, being so painfully lonely, having no real emotional connections to a human being outside of my family, never knowing what love really is... that happens.

i just remember that dream where someone shoots me in my face.