this seems really creepy at first but just listen. she is the sister to my aunt Jen Jen and we are not related by blood and i keep trying to talk my self out of it for many reasons(get to those in a sec) but i can't!
ok now the reasons 1 she is like 2 or more years older (probably at least 5 since she can drink alchohol 2 she is family 3 she does'nt like me (i'm pretty sure) and 4 even if she was open to it and all that i am or am not how could she like me? im ugly and average or below in like everthing while she is beautiful and good with kids, funny and thats all i know for sure. help!