Ok, my name is Emily, and I have the blues. The deep down, navy blues to be exact. I have almost come to the conclusion that I'm gay. But no one knows this. At all. No one even suspects it. I was in a committed relationship with a guy for two years. And on the surface, we were a perfect couple. But, I just could not make myself like him as anything other than a friend. I just don't desire guys in "that way". Just the though of "consumating" a relationship with a guy makes me want to gag! But I feel totally different about girls! The big problem is: I live in Mississippi. Bible Belt Central. So, I can't just come out to my family or friends. My family would disown me, and my friends would never speak to me again. So, I try to put on a "straight" act. I talk about boys with my friends, discuss male celebrity crushes, etc. But it's getting too hard to deny that I have these feelings...any advice?