Hi, I'm new (in more than one ways). Obviously, I'm new to this site, and this is my first journal entry. I'm not much of a writer, so please excuse my often chaotic and stream-of-consciousness like ranting. I'm, also, new to being / thinking myself as / being thought of as gay. Only a year ago (maybe less), I found out that I might not be straight. It has only been few weeks since I became comfortable / sure of my sexuality. I know it's kinda pathetic that I'm already 18 (and half) and only now am I beginning to figure myself out. (I think there is thirteen year old who know who he is. Relatively speaking, I probably very dumb when it comes to thing that really matters.)
And most importantly: THIS IS MY ABSOLUTELY FIRST TIME EVER I EVEN CAME CLOSE TO ADMITTING THE FACT THAT I'M GAY! (Thank you, anonymity!)
But I guess its not exactly coming out of closet, so I'm going to half come out by giving vague enough clues for the world to know who I am yet impossible to discover who I am because I'm still absolutely terrified of the world outside. :)
Clues and proof that it narrows down to about 1 person (.8 actually): People in PA (13,000,000) X Male (49%) X Asian (4.4%) X First Generation (4.1%) X 18 Years Old (1.38%) X Atheist (0.5%) ≈ Me (1)
(end of completely off-topic) lol
Anyway... hi I'm new, and please take kindly to my awkward little greetings.