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I'm watching Fried Green Tomatoes....I haven't watched this movie in forever.

Haylee is out at a party...and I'm worried. I hate that I worry.....I love her to death, but sometimes i wish that i didn't.

So....september 13th my therapist I'm seeing is leaving. It's her last day...and it's freaking me out....I'm afraid of getting someone new...

I need out of my house. I need someone to talk to who will listen. I need new friends...as soon as I get a job I'm saving up what money I can and I'm going to move. Out of Lakewood. I need out. I can't stay here anymore. I love it here, but I can't stay. I need to be somewhere different. Everything here reminds me of what Amy and I had....and I can't do it anymore. It still hurts. That's my plan. I plan on moving out of lakewood as soon as I can. I don't know where yet. Depending on how the year goes I may move to Louisianna and live with an old high school friend. She invited me. And I'm thinking about it. As of right now, the only thing keeping me here is her.....

Until then...I need a new everything. I need to get out and meet new people...or rekindle old friendships with people I lost contact with....something.....I just need a god damn life....