If only you knew

ShowMeLove's picture

I miss you. I miss our friendship. More than I'd ever let you know. Lets face facts, I won't let you know at all. I'm too afraid to. I don't know what you're thinking. If you miss hanging out too or what. You've sent a few texts the past week since I last saw you. I have to say, I have no idea what they mean. I'm sitting here trying to figure out if it means you're trying to reach out or what...

It breaks my heart when I think about the way we used to be. We could talk and joke so easily. We still can. But now things are all different. I don't know what's going on. I don't know if it's just me that looks back emotionally. I don't know if you miss it.

I don't know if you're wanting to invite me over, but thinking that you won't bother cause you figure I wouldn't want to. Believe me, I want to. If only you would ask.

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tenmilestilts's picture

*hug*

don't be afraid--reach out. ask her (i assume it's a she?) to hang out. don't let things fall apart just because you're both too scared to reach out.
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Two wrongs don't make a right but three lefts do!

ShowMeLove's picture

Thanks :)

It's a he, but the advice works just the same.

"Why is it that as a society, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?"