At the library

Dracofangxxx's picture

I hate being sick. It's the type of sick that is so typical of movies and stuff, the runny nose, sore throat, fuzzy head sort of cold that makes you just wanna chug a bottle of Nyquil and take a nap.

God I wish it were that easy.
There's too much to miss at school and Colorguard so I can't just stay home. All I can do is sleep as much as possible, take long hot showers, and eat soup (as well as drinking lots of fluids) and hope that I can stomach school. I sound so gross. Every few seconds I have to sniff to make sure my nose won't drip somewhere it'll contaige someone. Or however you say that. It's pitifully reminding me of a Whoopie Cushion, like, "pffttttt" but grosser and wetter and ick. Being sick is the shit, dudes... Right?

I'm having boyfriend troubles 8D But it's fine. I'm not upset about anything (There goes another particularily wet sniffle. It's not even a sniffle, either, it's like a snort. Snnnnnfffffffft.), I just want to understand what's going on.

Gawd, you boys and your complicatedness.

DO YOU have any idea how hard it is to take pants off with your teeth, my god... The zipper's easier than the button, though!

Now you guys are probably thinking I'm a naughty girl :)

*sniffle break*

I want to go home and eat and just sleep and all that goodness but I'm stuck here until four thirty which is good cuz I'll get my homework done soon. Yay? School's hard right now :( I just need someone to talk to about the hard stuff. I'm lacking people like that. Everyone's so busy they can't talk about it and most people don't really care, I guess. I understand why, I've got stupid problems :P
I just miss talking about myself, a little, because I've been bottling things up for a long, long, time and they're starting to really take their toll inside...

Sometimes, I lie; you don't know, you can't realize. You trust. Maybe you do not even care. But I lie, because I am crying, and it hurts to cry and be weak. I want to be strong like him and never have to cry. I wish I could bottle it up and have it never spill out. I tip a bit of my sadness out and you don't notice it splash onto the floor. So I draw back and try to pour it out in other ways.

I wish you'd help. I wish I could do it alone, even.

But I'm weak.

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The sometime spazz's picture

Hmm, you might not want to

Hmm, you might not want to sniff so much, because that might get you a stuffy nose, and those aren't fun at all. D:
You can't taste ANYTHING with a stuffy nose.
Anyway, remember, you have us to talk to if you need to.

Sometimes we fail, and sometimes we epic fail. Either way, it's still a WIN.

Dracofangxxx's picture

Gawd my nose is already stuffy XD

Aww :) Thanks, dear. It's good to know I've got support here <3
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You are beautiful, in every single way <3

elph's picture

You Were Talking...

...about cute boys' pants... right?

Sniffles... Cold: BE GONE!

It worked... didn't it?

Dracofangxxx's picture

Oh of course :3

No. Sorry :( No amount of magicallness could make these sniffles go away!
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You are beautiful, in every single way <3

ferrets's picture

ohhh

hehe i want to be taking off guys pants with my teeth (looks at chad)

More people have been slaughtered in the name of religion than for any other single reason. That, my friends, that is true perversion.
-Harvey Milk

Dracofangxxx's picture

I won't tell anybody if it happens on the Ferris Wheel ;)

But tell me first so I can look over the edge :P
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You are beautiful, in every single way <3

elph's picture

Frankly...

...I doubt that you would be able to survive the time restraints. You do get my meaning... no?

625539's picture

DO YOU have any idea how

DO YOU have any idea how hard it is to take pants off with your teeth, my god...

I feel your pain.

nothing is permitted. everything is allowed.

Dracofangxxx's picture

It really sucks, man.

Even worse is trying to zip them back up! If you get your lip caught... Fffff...
But then again, there's really no need to zip them BACK up if you've done it correctly XD
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You are beautiful, in every single way <3

elph's picture

You know this...

HOW?

Or... You've just worked out the logistics as a homework exercise?

jeff's picture

Ehh...

After the zipper part, it's not even erotic anyway. Just sort of some needless struggle. Unless you're dating someone with no arms, and don't want to be all show-offy.

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"Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are." - Kurt Cobain

Dracofangxxx's picture

Being show-offy is so much fun, though!

And it takes a while so the anticipation is a nice effect... ;D
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You are beautiful, in every single way <3