Its over just like that just like the horocope said (strange) but I feel fine about it I want her back but Im much happier with out her. She turned into everyone else with all the drama, unsure of what they truly want, finding sumone rite after me, saying they never want to leave then are gone. Im not sure if Im fine with her leaving because im used to it or cuz i was tired of the drama or maybe I really didnt care for her as much as I thought. Its strange to me because I ask them to be honest and tell me things i did wrong or ways I act that are bothersome so I dont do that to someone else. They say theres nothing wrong or I have no flaws. How can I be too perfect?? I see so many flaws in myself how does no one else see them?? Y do I want people to see them? y do I not want to be perfect in someones eyes?
Maybe I want to find someone that sees me for me, That dosent think Im any better than them but equal. Im no where near perfect. I lie cheat and steal. Just because i dont lie to you or cheat on you or steal from you or anyone else I know dosent mean I dont do it.
Or is it that I want flaws because I think people want a person with flaws? I dont want to be perfect because no ones perfect. I dont know this was just a little rant about the people that say they care about me.
All the good you see covers all the evil that lies beneath. All the caring that you feel covers the hate below. All the happiness shared hides the pain felt inside. Anyone can say they know you but who can see all the evil, hate, and pain inside and still say they care...