I hung out with this girl i met at famous footwear, we had like a 30 minute conversation about shoes , so decided to meet at starbucks today. Anyway.. it was so awsome, i didnt know she was gay, but she deffinatly was hinting at it. No moves were made, but i could feel friction between our legs that were so close under the tabel. theres somthing there. its exciting and scary.
This means so much as to what it can turn into. The biggest issue is the lettting go of somthing i never want to be rid of, even if i know its almost non-existant, maybe this is a blessing in disguise. i think ill lye low. but today was beautiful in such a simple way.