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jacjessen90's picture

my mom might be dying by her own hand.
i awoke this morning to the bellevue police department banging on the door, and when my dad let them in i got dressed and came upstairs, but not before i put it all together.

let me fill in the background.... my mom is a cutter. she finds that it is a way to let the emotional pain be expressed in physical pain, however she also suffers from depression and suicidal tendencies. she recently had a med change and it makes her even more so. so, last night she wrote a note to my aunt and uncle(her bro&sis) and said something to the effect of "i'm done, i'm going to go visit grandma sue..." (my g-gramma sue died when my mom was 12, so yeah.) so my aunt, who lives in wisconson, called the police, who passed it on tho local police who came to take my mom to the ER, because she overdosed on pills, and that's all i know right now....

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Grace Hughen's picture

I hope your mom doesn't die.

I hope your mom doesn't die. I really hope she doesn't die. I really really really hope she doesn't die. I don't think that can be said enough. Thank goodness your aunt made that call. Thank goodness the police came.

We are all here for you if you need us. Again, I hope your mom is okay. I hope you are okay, too, although I know that's a tall order what with everything that's happened. You shouldn't have to deal with this. Nobody should have to deal with something like this.

jacjessen90's picture

thanks...

i know you're here...thanks.
"to live a day alone, only THAT would be torture! An hour without you, only THAT would be death!" ~gomez and morticia addams
"look at him! i would kill for him! i would die for him! either way what bliss!"~gomez addams

Super Duck's picture

:( Is she okay?

:( Is she okay?

jacjessen90's picture

yeah..she's in the hospital....

they pumped her stomach and all that and now she's getting ready to be transfered to a differant hospital for psychiatric therapy......

"to live a day alone, only THAT would be torture! An hour without you, only THAT would be death!" ~gomez and morticia addams
"look at him! i would kill for him! i would die for him! either way what bliss!"~gomez addams

centerfielder08's picture

my thoughts/prayers are with

my thoughts/prayers are with her.

as someone who had been in the psych hospital before, i really understand where you're coming from. if you have any questions bout that part...jus' ask.

anyway ...we're here.
hope she's doing better.