I know I'm not me so I dont know why this is going on in my brain. can some chemist please tell me what the hell is wrong with the chemicals inside my body?!
I'm slipping into depression through no fault of my own. With no triggers, how the hell am I expected to stop it?
I hate how mental illness erodes my mind. I feel so ashamed because this ISNT me.
I dont get it.
I just keep telling myself tomorrow is Monday which gives me hope. I love Mondays more than anny other day in the week.
So then, when we're only a handful of hours away from Monday, why do I feel so fucking depressed?