Yeah, so a guy apparently likes French Class Girl. Let me repeat that in case you didn't get it. A guy apparently likes French Class Girl. This... This BOTHERS me somehow. I feel so bad for the guy; all he can ever hope to be is a cover-up. Irritating Girl tried to tell FCG to date the guy, but FCG's response was something like this: "He's really nice. Really, really nice. But I'm not really attracted to him... I wouldn't say he's ugly or anything. He's not ugly at all, I just don't really find him hot."
I don't really know how this bothers me, but it does. The whole thing is just so... wrong, I guess. I know the poor guy is gonna get his heart mercilessly destroyed. It will be even worse if she tries to use him as a cover-up. If he's such a nice guy, then he'll understand and possibly even try to direct her to a nice girl. But it's like, who on Earth could possibly even fathom having the hots for FCG, right? Right? Hahaha! That's HILARIOUS!
It made me feel weird, though, and I couldn't shake the weird feeling, which I don't fully understand. When I got to study hall, which I won't be getting pass for until freaking THURSDAY, Old Crush was waiting. The feeling immediately escalated until it was almost unbearable.
Old Crush: Hey, you're from my chemistry class.
Me: Uh, yep.
Old Crush: You'll stay for chemistry tutoring, right?
Me: Hmm, I guess it couldn't hurt.
Old Crush: Okay, good.
It was just the two of us for a while. SO AWKWARD. Then the teacher came in, and we were alone with her until one of the 11th graders I talk to came in. Then I could finally breathe, but I still felt unsettled for some reason. Having Old Crush less than 6 inches away from me did not help much.
I contacted someone I used to be friends with today. We talked for about 15 minutes before she had to go, but it made me feel a little better. This was someone very special to me, so yeah.
Anyway, now that I'm feeling better, I probably should start trying to study for my mountain of tests tomorrow. Eww.