Why Do I have to have a title? I don't fucking WANT a title.

The Bookworm's picture

So, let’s make it official. I am once more, crushing on someone most likely inaccessible but just accessible enough to rule out crushing on her entirely.
She’s a junior (yeah, as I said, fairly inaccessble to my little freshman self)
She has the most amazing smile. When she’s happy, her face just lights up and it’s so beautiful…
She’s lesbian (wow, that’s a first in my crush history)
I should probably stop before I start rambling about how amazing and kind and intelligent and beautiful she is for two reasons: I don’t want to bore all of you to tears and, well, eventually we’ll just come back to the fact that she’s two years older than me, and I sure as hell wouldn’t crush on someone two years younger than myself.
Gah.

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curious-bi-nature's picture

Been there. I'm a sophomore

Been there. I'm a sophomore now and as a freshman I always crushed on the upperclassmen.. But what I've realized is that age doesn't really matter, especially just a couple of years, especiallyX2 as you get older. At my school we've had couples who are as much as 5 years apart, and while that's kind of awkward, I wouldn't pass your junior off as inaccessible. In my opinion, not being friends with your crush makes them 10X less accessible for relationships.

Super Duck's picture

Don't say it's impossible

Don't say it's impossible for a junior to like a freshman... The French Class Girl from my posts is a senior, and she's practically in love with Irritating Girl, a sophomore. :p So there is hope!

625539's picture

I was in a relatively good

I was in a relatively good relationship with someone 3 years younger than myself, age doesn't mean that much.

nothing is permitted. everything is allowed.

loreonpravus's picture

When I was a... freshman

When I was a... freshman (weird American lingo. bah!) I crushed on this lesbian senior, and then she found out and we dated and got together and then broke up.

Probably, depending on how many available gay women there are wherever you live, she might be starved into desperation, so you might as well go for it?

RainbowStorm's picture

Congrats! Maybe drool, but

Congrats! Maybe drool, but don't touch?
~ "Be yourself, everyone else is already taken."
You'll never know I love you, but I hope you feel it all the same.

MacAvity's picture

Well, yeah.

But don't forget that two years younger than you would be, what, a seventh grader? They're pretty much children, yuck. But two years younger than a junior is a different matter altogether. I'm a senior, and I would probably date a sophomore if she were interested in me. Certainly I wouldn't let her sophomore status stand in the way. Then again, most sophomores are probably infinitely more experienced than I am, even if they are two years younger. But I digress. If age is the only thing standing in the way, I say go for it.

jacjessen90's picture

ok...on the age thing...

i was 17n and started going out with someone who was caring, sencitive, all that and a bag o' fritos, ya know? any way, i started asking him questions and sooner, rather than later, i asked him how old he was... he was 36! i still dated him for a year and a half....

"to live a day alone, only THAT would be torture! An hour without you, only THAT would be death!" ~gomez and morticia addams
"look at him! i would kill for him! i would die for him! either way what bliss!"~gomez addams

elph's picture

There Is More... There Has To Be!

Could you share the remainder? I suspect there may be a useful lesson in there...

jacjessen90's picture

the rest of the story....

we dated for a year and a half, eventually i proposed, and he said yes. then, about 4 months later, he said that he can't, because he was still in love with his ex-....so, yeah.... i'm 20 years, 4 months, 7 days, 18 hours, 5 minates and 36 sec. old and have been engaged 3 times....i'm getting rather sick of love...

"to live a day alone, only THAT would be torture! An hour without you, only THAT would be death!" ~gomez and morticia addams
"look at him! i would kill for him! i would die for him! either way what bliss!"~gomez addams