I work sometimes to try and define myself, label myself, just to get an idea of who I am, or what I am, or what I believe and stand for.
I wanted to write this post for me and for anyone else who wants to say such things but doesnt know where the best place is to do so.
I am not a girl and I am not a boy. I am both and I am neither.
I don't think of myself as 'lesbian,' but rather 'gay.'
I'm feminine and yet masculine.
I want to be everything and nothing.
I want to have someone to depend on and I want to be independent.
I want to be tough and I want to be sensitive.
Some days I'm Eli, some days I'm Sofia.
I want to write everything that I am here. Please no judgments.
I am female but not a girl, I am not male nor man nor boy but guy. I am not chick, I'm dude. I'm a nonconforming skeptist that gives in too easy to others' thoughts and beliefs.