In only 2ish years of therapy, I've already been through 6, I think, therapists.
This makes me feel even worse. How can I trust these people when they're the ones I tell everything to, only to have them leave me and abandon me without ever talking to me again? Its not like I hear from them. No.
I hate this.
I should talk to them at group about this tomorrow I think. Because its not fair how they keep leaving me. Sure, I want to be relieved of the pain but why only to have to put all the camoflauge back on when I switch therapists again and have to retell every fucking story?
I don't get the use of these things.
What the fuck is the point of this thing people call life?
I'm sure video games are better than life and I'm not even a "gamer" so what the fuck is the point of trying so hard anyway? We're all going to be shut down in the end.