Can;t write much

centerfielder08's picture

Cant write much because I cant focus too much, either.
This anxiety or whatever this is, has been causing me something so awful. i cant remember or know when it first started.

but ive started, now, whenever my mind gets overwhelmed with thinking theres a blood curdling scream going on in my head.

i cant focus straight.


Bi the Book's picture

im sorry hon! it'll get

im sorry hon! it'll get better! if you need me, i'm always here.

and its ok. i dont think any of us can focus straight either! i can't even think straight! :-) feel better!

centerfielder08's picture

then again, ive never been

then again, ive never been one to focus STRAIGHT.
im gay.
who am i kidding? :p

ferrets's picture


i came to the comments with the intention of leaving such a comment, but you beat me to the draw

"A loving man and woman in a committed relationship can marry. Dogs, no matter what their relationship, are not allowed to marry. How should society treat gays and lesbians in committed relationships? As dogs or as humans?"

centerfielder08's picture

me miss ferrets.

me miss ferrets.

The Bookworm's picture

*hugs* when i'm having an

*hugs* when i'm having an anxiety attack (which I do...often, though not usually bad ones) I repeat vocal warm-ups in my head until it goes away. This would probably work with anything you have memorized.
It's funny though, because when I'm having a really bad attack I do the warm-ups out loud which means I'm saying "To sit in solemn silence in a dull, dark, dock in a pestilential prison with a life, long, lock, awaiting the sensation of a short, sharp, shock, from a cheap and chipper chopper on a big, black, block." when I'm freaking out.

centerfielder08's picture

aw, yeah. i understand. they

aw, yeah. i understand.
they upped one of my anxiety meds. the way my doc asked me if it would be okay to increase it was relatively scary...she said ...would you be okay, i mean it is pretty heavy stuff....


MacAvity's picture

Good to see you're still

Good to see you're still with us, in any case. I had begun to worry; you'd disappeared for a while.

Bookworm - I like that mantra... Bit depressing of subject matter, but the words are very catchy.

funnyflyby's picture


Agh. I was going to say something about the 'straight' thing, too. And centerfielder, you can always pm! Know that, okay! Also, Bookworm, that's a little bit of a depressing mantra, but that's okay. Oh wow, I just realized that's almost exactly what MacAvity just said, but I seriously thought of that phrase independently... creepy. But I'll post it anyway despite the lack of originality. But just hang on, and pm me if you want, centerfielder. Good luck. :) (I think you know which smile that is... the Smile of Support, remember?)