I wish I could just have someone else answer that question for me! I'm sick and fucking TIRED of asking myself what the fuck genitals I should have. I don't hate my female body, but I feel so masculine and like I shouldn't have breasts.
I feel like I don't deserve to call myself trans because I don't hate my body and want to vomit every time I see it.
What do I do?
I bound my chest once and it felt great! I mean..it was uncomfortable but it was so nice to walk around with a flat chest and look like all the other teenage boys...but then I told my mom and she flipped. And I flipped. And I never bound again.
I feel stupid and confused and I hate myself but not my body but I love the idea of looking like the guys at school..broad shoulders, and a flat manly chest, and a square jaw, and no hips...it seems to wonderful and free to look like they do....I feel fucking stupid every time I walk into the girl's bathroom. I don't belong there!
But do I have the balls (go ahead and laugh at the bad pun) to go into a men's bathroom? NO! So what the FUUUUUCK?!