It keeps getting worse.
First he says "I'd love to hang out with you this weekend" but now he doesn't want to because he's lazy and tired.
Hmm, my other option is going and getting high with one of my dude friends, and I just KNOW telling him that's my other option will piss him off.
But you know. I'm not that mean. I don't think I'll go to that, either, considering he likes to touch me even when I say no.... Bad idea, yes?
I don't want to be the bitch in this relationship- I don't want to seem like I'm getting upset over every little thing. Yeah, the text thing was a bit stupid, I wrote that right after I woke up and was cranky XD
Just, I don't understand... Don't most people take every opportunity to be with their boyfriend/girlfriend that comes up? Especially if it's been like two weeks since we've hung out?
Maybe I'm just being hopeful. I feel like if we hang out things will get better. But I don't know. Nothing seems to be getting better. He doesn't act like a boyfriend. He barely acts like a friend.
I just want things to be good again.
On a side note, what's your pet peeves?
I have a pet peeve of:
1.) People who blurt out in class. Like when someone can't prounounce a word and they HAVE to say it out loud, like it doesn't make that person feel really embarrassed when they do that, or they have to be called on for everything and they even correct the teacher and I dunno, they seem REALLY inconsiderate to me.
2.) People that say "Stupid". I don't know, that really makes me feel angry inside. "Oh, that's so stupid" "You're so stupid" "They're so stupid". It's like they can't even wrack their brain to find a more suitable, less insulting way to say what they want.
3.) People who don't think before they speak. They say stuff that you just feel the disrespect coming from. Hate it. Hate it, hate it.
I am cranky lately.