It's time for me to be moving on.
I had a fight with my mother, and when she stormed out of the house I realized I wasn't guilty at all. And I lied to her. So I should have been guilty, but I just wasn't. We've never been that close, and she isn't exactly a good listener, so I just don't tell her anything. And she lies to me too.
So it's time. I'm hanging on for a couple of months, and then I'm off to college 3000 miles away. I'm scared but I'm really ready to become dependent on me. And have my own life. Actually be in possession of my own life.