I fucking hate the choice i just made.

cheese's picture

So today becky was gonna stay after school to finish up an essay. I told her i'd stay with her. come to find out last minute she's bringing her stupid boyfriend. aka my ex-friend. -_________________________-
so i'm sitting by myself in an area where they couldnt sit next to me. when she saw where i sat she said "You dont want to sit next to me?"
no i dont actually. not if he's fucking here. i know that she knows i feel really uncomfortable around him. and come to mention i fucking hate him now. fml. i should of just gone fucking home. even though i need to type this goddamn paper that's due tomorrow and i have yet to start on it...fuck that. im just gonna write it. My english teacher said we could.
this whole thing has fucked up everything. Im quitting fencing. only cause that douchebag goes too though. i mean i really like fencing. i do. but i cant deal with all the fucking tension. i dont talk to him, only when i need to. and im sure he gets that im mad at him. NO i dont want to talk things out with him. he should know what he did. -______________-
im in between a rock and a hard place. (lmao the simpsons) i like becky, but im in love with Christina. :P
Im going home. fuck this shit.

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Uncertain's picture

what did he do?

what did he do?

cheese's picture

its a long story

i didnt break up with becky with cause i didnt like her anymore. i broke up with her cause her family is just so fucking stressful. we still messed around. everybody knew, including her current boyfriend. and out of no where he decides that he likes her and wants to ask her out. i know its a small thing, but what pissed me off the most was that he knows it bothers me, yet he has his hands all over her when in front of me. oh and he was flirting with my friend while with becky, but my friend didnt know he had a gf. so im not too sure on what happened between them. she told me she felt bad. :P

"i remember when you and me, how we used to be such good friends. wouldnt give me none, when all i wanted was some..."-jack johnson

Grace Hughen's picture

don't quit fencing! get

don't quit fencing! get really good at it (unless of course you're already really good already, in which case get even better) and horribly embarrass him by defeating him easily every time you two have a bout together. don't let him drive you away from something you like to do. if you let him do that, he wins.

MacAvity's picture

Ooh, yes, challenge him to a

Ooh, yes, challenge him to a duel! Defend your honor! Defend her honor! Settle things like gentlemen! With swords!

cheese's picture

you guys are funny :D but i

you guys are funny :D
but i dunno. i just.....idk. :\
im just trying to avoid both of them at the moment

"i remember when you and me, how we used to be such good friends. wouldnt give me none, when all i wanted was some..."-jack johnson