I could use some assistance with this one...
As it is that awful painstaking time of the month, I am reminded more and more by mother nature to just SHUT UP ALREADY, YOU'RE A GIRL. This week is really hitting me hard and more than usual. The cramps are so utterly painful. And I keep getting reminded that I can dream as much as I want, but all it is is a dream, still at the beginning and end of the day, I'm a chick.
I'm sorta hoping that talking with people who know about my dysphoria will just extremely kick in this week with the whole calling me Eli and such.
I am officially going to be getting a binder but I've been putting off deciding which one. I hear the Tritop is great, but its more expensive than some others. Shall I start with the cheapest ones--a tank one?
Oh, and as dysphoric as I've been, I'm still not ready to tell my parents. Yes, I eventually will, but I'm not going to at least for another few months. But people keep trying to rush me. And I hate that.