Life's good

The Bookworm's picture

Right now, I love winter break.
Most of the time I hate it, but right now, it's the best.
Sitting home by myself two days in a row wearing pajamas past 2pm and watching happy lesbian movies....old favorites and a few new ones. Blasting music, reading, cuddling my kittens. Right now, no matter what else has happened, no matter what I'm worried will happen, life is good.
But there are still marks on my wrist
and only a matter of time before new ones are formed.

Movies:
Imagine Me and You
I Can't Think Straight
The World Unseen
Four-Faced Liar

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625539's picture

Right now, no matter what

Right now, no matter what else has happened, no matter what I'm worried will happen, life is good.

this is all that is important

"pleasure is absolute, pain is relative."

centerfielder08's picture

The Bookworm... I don't mean

The Bookworm...
I don't mean to be mean or a nusense or scare/bother you, whatever, but I think you might want to see this.

http://www.ocdla.com/compulsiveskinpicking.html

The Bookworm's picture

Thanks. I don't think that's

Thanks. I don't think that's it, though. I'm not picking at my skin because I perceive something wrong with it, I'm scratching myself in essence to cause myself pain because the pain calms me down.
On the other hand, you asked me previously if I had been asked about having OCD, and no one asks me if I'm OCD, they all just assume I am. Including my mother, who happens to be a psychiatrist. In fact I'd say she's far more concerned about my OCD tendencies than I am.

centerfielder08's picture

Oh. Okay. Yeah, I know what

Oh. Okay.

Yeah, I know what you mean. People kept trying to insist that I had OCD and I didn't really believe it, then I did afterward but others didn't, and now they're back to the thinking that I have it again.

So, I dunno, really :/

funnyflyby's picture

Haha.

When people ask me if I'm OCD, I say.
O- Yes, I'm obsessive.
C- Yes, I'm compulsive.
D- Yes, I'm disorderly.

In other words, yes. And I make people laugh... yay for laughter.
Wow.woW

centerfielder08's picture

The person I met with for my

The person I met with for my OCD group intake said that I have mental compulsions, but I could also fall under someone with "Pure O"...I occasionally have compulsions but they go in phases, on and off. Most of my torment is mental, though.

whateversexual_llama's picture

in other news, "Imagine me

in other news, "Imagine me and You" is suuuch a brilliant movie.