I'm having one right now. I know because my breathing feels more strained, and I can't concentrate. I know that I'm panicking because of a couple of things. The biggest one right now is probably, surprisingly, not the paper I have due in like an hour. It's actually feminism.
I'm trying to be a feminist. I've identified as one but last night I didn't stop friends from making rape jokes when I should have, and I put up with a few trans and homophobic jokes too. I love Firefly, or loved it, but now I'm seeing that there were a lot of sexist things in the show. But the person pointing out the sexism also said drag was offensive, and sort of sounded transphobic, and that hurt. And I'm feeling like a failure of a man and a woman and a human being, and my breathing is short, and I'm scared. I'm very scared.
I know I need to remember that I currently have an A in this class, and taking a moment to breathe is not wrong. But ajkfdlajdsf;asfa aaaaah.